Is it possible for an arrangement to turn into real love or a real marriage?
I recently met and married a Yoruba Christian brother, who seems to be very spiritual, as am I. I have been praying for my “Adam” for 2 years now and I am wondering if I can manifest real love from this. We have not had sex and I don’t intend to until the completion of our reality. I am however very attracted to him and made him aware of that. It shouldn’t matter though because I am currently and will continue to be in a state of abstaining from sex. I have one son and am a college educated teacher by profession.
He has been married before and has children but divorced his wife before coming here. At this early stage I don’t feel any romantic interests from him, but I do feel a general sense of interest and curiosity of him wanting to know who I am. I think the better we get to know each other the more I surprise him about who I am, what I know spiritually about The Creator, and the proof that the stereo types carried by African -American women are just as invalid as the ridiculous common thoughts many Americans have about Nigerians.
I feel myself that God has the final say so he and I could create this into anything we want, but I think I want real. Should I focus my energy on trying?!
by Lady Green